mengapa mata ini tergenang ketika menatap kembali lukisan wajahmu?
mengapa bisa kembali berlinangan saat aku menatapmu?
aku mengerti, karena kisah tentangmu, tidak bisa begitu saja pergi.
jakarta, 24.06.09
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
Sunday, June 21, 2009
pagi dan distorsi mimpi
Bangkitlah walaupun tidak ada bisikan Pagi yang lembut di telingamu, mengajak untuk bersama-sama menghadapi hari ini. Dan bila mimpimu kembali terdistorsi, aku akan selalu mendengar makianmu kepada dunia, kepada siapa saja, untuk kemudian memelukmu, selalu, dan melemparkan senyum, untuk menenangkanmu.
Kemang, 22.06.09
Kemang, 22.06.09
50 pertanyaan aneh
50 Things You've Never been asked (dari vanillasmile)
1. What color is your toothbrush?
= lime green and white
2. Name one person who made you smile today?
= Exzald, and his laugh
3. What were you doing at 8 am this morning?
= still sleeping
4. What were you doing 45 minutes ago?
= calling him
5. What is your favorite candy bar?
= milo chocco bar and milo nuggets
6. Have you ever been to a strip club?
= no and never, i wish
7. What is the last thing you said aloud?
= “bodoooohh...."
8. What is your favorite ice cream flavor?
= strawberry and rum raisin
9. What was the last thing you had to drink?
= mineral water
10. Do you like your wallet?
= sure. it's huge and can hold everything
11. What was the last thing you ate?
= Twister (not so good)
12. Have you bought any new clothing items this week?
= nope
13. The last sporting event you watched?
= my niece's cat running away to catch a papper ball
14. What is your favorite flavor of popcorn?
= salty popcorn
15. Who is the last person you sent a text message to?
= him!
16. Ever go camping?
= ow yeah!
17. Do you take vitamins daily?
= some time
18. Do you go to church every Sunday?
= I almost not going tothe Mosque for this 4 months
19. Do you have a tan?
= i was born with it
20. Do you prefer Chinese food over pizza?
= chinese are the best
21. Do you drink your soda with a straw?
= I prefer drink it from the can
22. What did your last text message say?
= "i'm listening that song.."
23. What are you doing tomorrow?
= meeting my new producer on 8.30am. can't wait to meet the traffic too. damn.
24. WHERE IS 24?
= before 25 and after 23
25. Look to your left, what do you see?
= my cousin's girlfriend. making a photo album for his cat, and uploaded it to Facebook
26. What color & make is your watch?
= white , plastic
27. What do you think of when you hear the word Australia?
= dolphins
28. What is your birthstone?
= i dunno
29. Do you go in at a fast food place or just hit the drive thru?
= at the place
30. What is your favourite number?
= 9
31. Who's the last person you talked to on the phone?
= Fahrezal Sillia
32. Any plans today?
= today almost ended. i'm making report all day long and still connected to the internet
33. How many states/provinces/countries have you lived in?
= uhm.. three. i guess..
34. Biggest annoyance right now?
= my niece's cats
35. Last song listened to?
= The Cure - Picture of You
36. Can you say the alphabet backwards?
= zyxwvutsrqponmlkjihgfedcba.. sorry i'm doing some cheat :p
37. Do you have a maid service clean your house?
= mine? nope.
38. Favorite pair of shoes you wear all the time?
= hi top converse army green
39. Are you jealous of anyone?
= why should I?
40. Is anyone jealous of you?
= for what?
41. Do you love anyone?
= yea..
42. Do any of your friends have children?
= yep.
43. What do you usually do during the day?
= missing him
44. Do you hate anyone that you know right now?
= never
45. Do you use the word 'hello' daily?
= no. i prepfer 'hi'
46. What color is your car?
= si don't have any car
47. Do you like cats?
= now, sometime. as long as they didn't annoyed me
48. Are you thinking about someone right now?
= hmm..yea..
49. Have you ever been to Six Flags?
= what is that?
50. How did you get your worst scars?
= an accident on 2005
1. What color is your toothbrush?
= lime green and white
2. Name one person who made you smile today?
= Exzald, and his laugh
3. What were you doing at 8 am this morning?
= still sleeping
4. What were you doing 45 minutes ago?
= calling him
5. What is your favorite candy bar?
= milo chocco bar and milo nuggets
6. Have you ever been to a strip club?
= no and never, i wish
7. What is the last thing you said aloud?
= “bodoooohh...."
8. What is your favorite ice cream flavor?
= strawberry and rum raisin
9. What was the last thing you had to drink?
= mineral water
10. Do you like your wallet?
= sure. it's huge and can hold everything
11. What was the last thing you ate?
= Twister (not so good)
12. Have you bought any new clothing items this week?
= nope
13. The last sporting event you watched?
= my niece's cat running away to catch a papper ball
14. What is your favorite flavor of popcorn?
= salty popcorn
15. Who is the last person you sent a text message to?
= him!
16. Ever go camping?
= ow yeah!
17. Do you take vitamins daily?
= some time
18. Do you go to church every Sunday?
= I almost not going tothe Mosque for this 4 months
19. Do you have a tan?
= i was born with it
20. Do you prefer Chinese food over pizza?
= chinese are the best
21. Do you drink your soda with a straw?
= I prefer drink it from the can
22. What did your last text message say?
= "i'm listening that song.."
23. What are you doing tomorrow?
= meeting my new producer on 8.30am. can't wait to meet the traffic too. damn.
24. WHERE IS 24?
= before 25 and after 23
25. Look to your left, what do you see?
= my cousin's girlfriend. making a photo album for his cat, and uploaded it to Facebook
26. What color & make is your watch?
= white , plastic
27. What do you think of when you hear the word Australia?
= dolphins
28. What is your birthstone?
= i dunno
29. Do you go in at a fast food place or just hit the drive thru?
= at the place
30. What is your favourite number?
= 9
31. Who's the last person you talked to on the phone?
= Fahrezal Sillia
32. Any plans today?
= today almost ended. i'm making report all day long and still connected to the internet
33. How many states/provinces/countries
= uhm.. three. i guess..
34. Biggest annoyance right now?
= my niece's cats
35. Last song listened to?
= The Cure - Picture of You
36. Can you say the alphabet backwards?
= zyxwvutsrqponmlkjihgfedcba.. sorry i'm doing some cheat :p
37. Do you have a maid service clean your house?
= mine? nope.
38. Favorite pair of shoes you wear all the time?
= hi top converse army green
39. Are you jealous of anyone?
= why should I?
40. Is anyone jealous of you?
= for what?
41. Do you love anyone?
= yea..
42. Do any of your friends have children?
= yep.
43. What do you usually do during the day?
= missing him
44. Do you hate anyone that you know right now?
= never
45. Do you use the word 'hello' daily?
= no. i prepfer 'hi'
46. What color is your car?
= si don't have any car
47. Do you like cats?
= now, sometime. as long as they didn't annoyed me
48. Are you thinking about someone right now?
= hmm..yea..
49. Have you ever been to Six Flags?
= what is that?
50. How did you get your worst scars?
= an accident on 2005
sisa emosi semalam
Matahari bersinar angkuh pagi ini.
Pagi dimana aku memulai babak baru dalam drama hidupku
Tidak ada lagi senyuman pagi.
Tidak ada lagi bisikan lembut matahari.
Karena matahari kembali menjadi angkuh mulai hari ini.
Sepertinya aku akan kembali mencintai malam.
Sambil mencium aroma tanah yang basah.
Dan pantulan lampu kota di jalan raya yang masih basah karena hujan.
Jakarta. Masih dengan emosi semalam.
Pagi dimana aku memulai babak baru dalam drama hidupku
Tidak ada lagi senyuman pagi.
Tidak ada lagi bisikan lembut matahari.
Karena matahari kembali menjadi angkuh mulai hari ini.
Sepertinya aku akan kembali mencintai malam.
Sambil mencium aroma tanah yang basah.
Dan pantulan lampu kota di jalan raya yang masih basah karena hujan.
Jakarta. Masih dengan emosi semalam.
bukan mimpi
Ini bukan mimpi.
Kamu benar-benar ada disini.
Dan rasanya sama seperti
Malam hariku di setiap hari
Yang menghadirkan kamu disisi
Hingga kubawa sampai ke alam mimpi.
*dalam perjalanan kereta api Prameks, 4 Juni 09
Friday, June 5, 2009
pulang
Aku Pulang. Setelah selama lima bulan aku melarikan diri dari kegiatan di kampus yang menjemukan. Setelah aku membiarkan semua kenangan tertinggal di sudut-sudut jalanan kota. Pijakan kaki pertamaku dimulai di tempat kereta yang membawaku berhenti. Langit masih gelap. Terang belum sempurna. Hanya sedikit perubahan yang terjadi di tempat ini, suatu kedai yang menjual burger di suatu sudut, kini tak ada. Padahal biasanya aku tak pernah melewatkan kesempatan untuk mampir dan membelinya. Bayangan ketakutanku tentang kembali menyusuri jalanan kota ini tanpa dia, belum aku temukan. Aku bahkan belum melihat jalan raya kota ini di pagi buta begini. Nanti, ketika aku keluar dari stasiun yang cukup hening ini. Nanti, aku sedang menunggu hangat matahari. mata teduh itu
Aku suka melihat mata teduhmu.. Dengan tatapanmu..yang menghapuskan semua sakitku.. Yogyakarta, terima kasih atas mata teduh itu..
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